bishielurfer

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Built You Up by bishielurfer, literature

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Built You Up

I built you up, I tore you down Too busy being proud to notice I encouraged, I pushed I prodded, I poked Until finally...you broke free And I watched everything I wanted You to have And I...broke down Here was you, with everything I wanted you to have And here was I, terrified to lose you I built you up, I tore you down And it's so easy to forget The things we do I forgave for your faults And I thought you should too But who am I to ask you for forgiveness? The things I did can hardly compare I nearly destroyed what I loved You were everything I ever asked for I built you up, I tore you down I deserve your fury I deserve

The Doll by bishielurfer, literature

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The Doll

There is a doll sitting in the corner She's beaten, torn, and dirty I pick her up and roll her in my hands She is soft and I pick off lint from her dress Her eyes so blank and sad-I feel for her My heart is aching and my stomach is sick I clutch her to my chest She is warm, and my tears wet her hair Who left this doll so alone and worn? Who left her in this cold dark room? The shadows will get her, I fear I take her to my bed and tuck her in She is blank but I feel a tingle My stomach fills with butterflies I stroke her buttons, her padded chest Trail my finger to the hem of her dress Who wrecked this doll? Who tore her up in

Time's Sweet Betrayal by bishielurfer, literature

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Time's Sweet Betrayal

The butterfly's wings opened and she flew away Across the moon, across the stars Far over me I watched with bated breath as she dove As she spiraled and looped And danced for me The water rippled as the wind blew The cattails whispered Drops fell from the sky Warm, like wine Drunk with nature, I fell I fell into the cold water and rolled I tossed and I groped and I sank The stars shone brightly through the gleam The sand lay soft beneath my feet I reached for my sweet butterfly My breath gone, my heart's last beat Time wasted... The memories washed away

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Time's Sweet Betrayal

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Pants--who needs 'em by bishielurfer, visual art

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Nov 20
United States
Deviant for 17 years
www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/2130249
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Current Residence: Wandering...
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small
Favourite genre of music: Anything
Favourite photographer: Chris Jordan--www.chrisjordan.com/
Favourite style of art: Varies
Operating System: Windows Vista. I HATE IT. I WANT WINDOWS 7 SO BAD!
MP3 player of choice: A Zune
Shell of choice: ....Clam...? O.o
Wallpaper of choice: Changes weekly
Skin of choice: Zombie
Favourite cartoon character: Rika-chan from Higurashi no Naku Koro ni
Personal Quote: Time spent wishing is time spent wasted.

Favourite Visual Artist

There are so many...

Favourite Movies

Rent, Matilda, Fight Club, The Ring, Save the Last Dance, Chicago, Donnie Darko, Sweeney Todd

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

A Perfect Circle, Dresden Dolls, Flobots

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe, Maya Angelou, Sylvia Plath, Stephen King, Reiko Momochi, Ai Yazawa, Kaori Yuki, etc

Favourite Games

Soul Calibur 2, House of the Dead, Tekken, Zelda, Katamari, Okami, DDR

Favourite Gaming Platform

PS2, SNES, Wii, DS

Tools of the Trade

Pencils! Go for the traditional =3

Other Interests

Writing, reading, dancing, rock-climbing, swimming, photography, lots of other things

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bishielurfer

Apr 26, 2011

A Message:

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Sakura-con 2011 was freaking AWESOME. That is all.

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bishielurfer

Oct 6, 2010

Chances

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Wow...I haven't updated this in a long time. So much has happened...reading my old journals, I'm not entirely sure what the hell happened in some areas. Meh. Time moves on.

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bishielurfer

May 10, 2009

Oh Goodies

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Soooo, I was tagged by ~CrazyPsychoLady (https://www.deviantart.com/crazypsycholady) 1. Post these rules 2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves 3. At the end you have to tag 8 people and post their icons in your journal 4. Then go back to their page with a comment saying you tagged them 5. No tag backs 1---I am addicted to stamps. CAN YOU TELL?! 8D 2--- I think I have a mini-orgasm everytime I eat a strawberry. 3--- My hips are wider than my shoulders (most people's hips and shoulders are about the same width--I'm just proportioned weird), so I always slam my hip into doorways, desks...anything that forms an aisle. 4--- I tend to bite off more than I can